am feelin blue...

well i go bak home on satrday, and whilst am lookin 4wrd 2 goin bak 2 my bigger warmer, well insulated house in which the windows dnt let the wind through, mixer taps, constant hot water, big purple bathroom and all those other luxuries i been takin 4 granted (oh and im lookin 4wrd 2 seein myfamily 2!) im not lookin 4wrd 2 the big dinner party my mums throwin, seems 2 b a phase my family's goin thru at the mo, invyt minimum 40 ppl round 4 dinner (coz my uncle has com over for a few months only), i get ther in the aftrnoon, couple hours 2 help prepare than my aunties and uncles will come, shud b fun havin the same convo 10 times...

"so hows uni?"
"yeh its pretty good, had a ton of deadlines been sooo busy"
"and u didnt com 2 the weddin"
"yeh i kno, such a shame i really wanted 2 go as well......wud u excuse me, i think i heard som1 call me..."

i shud've arranged 2 go home on sund, but my mum rekons i gotta b at this thing and also, i shud get strtd on my assignment on sund, wer ment 2 spend 65 hours researchin our carbon footprint over 2005, it aint half as fun as it sounds(!) so far ive spent 6 hours on it and ive only managed 2 do a 1 hour job and the deadlines on 12th, so ill hav about a week 2 work out wot 2 do, how 2 do it and then do it, and i got my business plan, a ton of french 2 do includin readin a french novel(=typin every word in the novel in2 wordrefernce.com) and i was hopin 2 actually read all the lecture notes since i hav an unusually short attention span and learnt nothin the entire term and oh, also study the set maths we wer assigned evry week which is gonna take 4eva (neva got past the maths set in week 1 u c) so yeh i think thts about it...its fun being me!