shudn't it all b comin 2gether by now?

i went home this weekend 2 c my grandma who's in hospital, so glad i went i think she felt happy 2 c me... kinda funny how my grandma always calls me/refers 2 me as "pori" (girl), like if she's wonderin where i am "where's the girl gone?" or if she's askin me wot im doin "wot u doin, girl?" guess it's actually bit offensive but i dnt mind bless her :-)

so i weighed myself and i've lost like 3lb altho a couple slices of cheesecake, almond croissants and a late nyt take out myt say different hehee........ man i been up since 7 2day, had 2 catch train bak this mornin, saw some teenagers gettin hi on my travels, they askd me 2 change a pound, so i exchanged a pound and gave a lil extra and they gave me a few joints and i got skkyyyy hyyyy an i cud flyyyyyyy hehheehahahaa..... jus jokin... i wud neva get hi at a bus stop! (joke!!) oh and also im finaly up2 date with the french novel, red up2 wer i was spose 2!!! (Cud this b a new beginning 4 me?) didnt understand half of it but at least i read it!!

also had dance and dikir practices till 11pm, i seem 2 miss the dance practice no matter how erly i go, cant even do it properly bcoz i dnt like the dance, i feel really stupid doin it but i kno i gotta suk it up, my parts v small neways, gotta perfect it b4 satrday and i need 2 find a plain baju kurong (traditional malay dress) hope 1 of my housmates has 1.....