all nighter

as i havent slept in ova 26 hours (thts a long tym 4 som1 like me who needs abt 10 hours of sleep to be able to function properly the nxt day) i thort it wud be an interesting time to blog as i am quite liable to talk about anything rangin from my burning desire to be able to spin a pen round my thumb like the chinese do oh so easily to my struggling battle with a drug addiction... jus kiddin, but not abt the pen thing, i really wanna b able to do tht....

u kno wot i noticed abt mself... i tend not to avoid problems, if i c problems ahed or if i kno the predicament ill land mself in by not doin somthin then i dnt avoid it, i jus dive right in... take this cwrk for example, i jus cud not b bothrd 2 do it, all nyt i was jus messin round, tryn to make mself care, every1 els was workin so hard on it, and i knew wot i had 2 do, i jus didnt care enough 2 actually do it, so i waited to really close to the dedline hopin time wud put pressure but it didnt, so i jus handed it in incomplete... hahahaa a lab report without any results or graphs! i didnt even put the things he told us to put in the report and i kno, i kno ill get a rediculously low mark 4 it...oh well... thts jus one example but i do tht a lot and i dnt really kno y... i think i need to be more afraid of the consequences... wow this is an "interesting" entry hahaha ill read it agen nxt tym and think wtf?!

and i really dnt kno y but thers this boy on my course keeps callin me "sanjeeta" "hey sanjeeta, hows your cwrk goin?" "what's up sanjeeta?" i really shud tell him, the name your tryn to say is pronounced san-Gita.. GIta.