i tell him, i tell him not...i tell him!

man i feel soooo sick with all the junk food i been eatin, last time i had a healthy meal was on mond wen esra cooked 4 me and hauwa, b4 that i cant even remember, i havent cooked properly in ages, i dnt own much food at the mo, jus 3 eggs, pistachios, choclates, dates and som cereal....havent had time 2 go shoppin but im gonna make time 2morro, first thing in the morning!

u kno i used 2 b on a 5 fruit and veg a day diet, that means 10 portions in total! i been doin that on and off for the past 5 years or so....of course it was only a couple weeks ago when i convinced my frend to start the 5 a day diet that i learnt it means 5 fruit and veg combined not 5 of each! hahahahaa so stupid, ah well at least i neva suffered from teen acne hehehee, but i sooo need to strt tht up agen, i actually feel unhealthy esp coz i only do steps once a week and even then the instructors pretty crap, so slow and its not choreographed very well at all.
bak home the class was soo challenging, at the peak id struggle to keep up with the high level and then id b that much better each time i went, and eventually id really feel so fit and healthy and happy wen i cud keep up...i miss that feeling, right now, there's no way i cud keep up with one of those classes, bet ive put onlike 5 pounds, ok sena, we deffo hav 2 stop meetin evryday for lunch.....well i guess we hav 2 eat lunch but deffo gotta stop meetin 4 hot choc & cake everyday!

strange how ppl com and go in life

just sed goodbye to fatima, a post grad who was here 4 a year from tanzania, she graduated a couple days ago and she'l b goin bak 2 tanzania 2morro, dnt think ill eva c her agen, but ill drop her a line next time im in tanzania! guess shel get a job and get married now.....im soo far away from bein at tht stage in life aint even half way thru my course, she's 8 or 9 years older than me, wonder wot ill be doin in 8 or 9 years... i dnt wanna do a phd or nething, dunno wot i wanna do, my dad reckons i shud kno, or hav som plan on wot 2 do in future -guess ill either take a year out or i wont, either ill get married or i wont... i dnt usually plan 2 far ahed

get yor act 2gether!

went home 2 c my prents this weekend, missed the connectin train at manchester on way ther (damm those shops and starbucks!!) and the 1st train on way bak (err... cnt really blame nething 4 tht) and now am feelin but worried 4 not studyin, i haven't studied at all this term or last term, beeen soo distractd. had a 9am lab on friday, woke up at 9am, got ther like 40 mins late, altho im glad i did, 2 hour lab i wuda got sooooo borrrd and i got a 9am lab 2morro mornin 2 im gonna try get ther on tym tho. whoeva thort of 9am labs?? and im gonna read tht french novel, was sposed 2 read up2 pg 76 by last tuesday but im sill on page 2 no wait... page 3 :-) and i dnt kno wot on earths hapnin wid my generator project, i will email the group abt tht but they seem 2 kno wot ther doin.... im deffo gonna get 0 for contribution! and im gonna try work out wot the hells goin on in lectures this week and wot we shud hav learnt by now...i swear im non the wiser abt engineerin from wen i first strtd uni! curse this short attention span!!

title

fashion show 2morro or shud i say 2day, i jus hope i dnt trip on catwlk like carry bradshaw did, rember tht episode? aaanyhoo im wearin a beautiful pink turkish dress tht looks like somthin out of a fairy tale reminds of wen i had xtra long hair and my mum sed i look like a princess...speakn of which my prents got bak last nyt, ill b goin up north 2 c them on satrday, bort my train tickets last week- how organised am i :-D :-D :-D

lil update

been bit bzy lately wid lectures, business plan, aerobics, and fashion show practice (my 10 second contribution to one world week hehehe) u kno the other day in fashion show practice 1 of the execs tried to get me to do this shaking hips dirty dancing thing with one of the guys but i told her- its not hapnin, the cheek of it!
and i also go 2 dikir barat practices its a malaysian thing, dunno how 2 describe it... u sit down in rows and do a synchronised clap and dance thing it looks v impressive and its soo much fun!

eid ul adha

dunno y didnt feel like eid 2day, had 2 do work but that was my own fault really, shuda don it in hols and it was my first eid away from home and u wont beleev my family oooo dinner...

back...so wer was i?? o yeh, u wnt beleev my family didn't even call me, can u beleev that! soo rude! but i called them anyways. didn't really do nething "eidy" 2day but we did jus hav a big meal 2gether, it was fun, we had a laff, times ill remember la...sorry housemates i wasnt much company 2nyt jus soo tireddd.....havent been eatin hardly nething past few days, dnt worry im not turnin anorexic or nethin jus dnt feel hungry but i do feel sleeeeppyyyy.....arrghh so much 2 do.........

EID MUBARAK/ SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

friends

i been getin som stik for not mentionin my frends in my blog, and i aim 2 please my readers so ill try include my frends more :-) keep the feedback abt the blog comin!

2day, i didnt bother runnin for the bus wen i saw it and i missed it, was only like 10 mins late tho but ppl tend 2 notice u wlkn in 10 mins late wen the lecture strts on time.

i wore the pashmina sena bort me 2day its sooo soft and beautiful thank uuuuuuu!!! sena's 1 of my closest frnds at uni (saarans also one of my good frends), and i can't beleev i havent even mentioned any of the times we went out or had dinner or nething sowwyyyyy...

and i finally did my maths cwrk 2day! workd on it with a coursemate dais, we somtyms work 2gethr we can b alike wen it comes 2 work, we're not the brightest in the class, or the most hardworking, or attentive, or committed, or organised and we're quite simple minded, we don't think 2 deeply about any of the qs or anything and we tend 2 digress somtyms but we have a good laff hehehee

we (me and my lovely hosuemates) orderd a pizza 2day tho it was more cheese on bread, didn't taste 2 good, wnt b orderin from ther agen! but we had fun non the less and wani- wash yor mouth out with soap! u call yorself a lady?!

Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Cheesecake

For those of you tht moan tht i neva come over, bake this baby and ill b straight over!!

INGREDIENTS:
1 1/2 cups finely crushed chocolate wafer cookies
1 cup white sugar
1/4 cup melted butter
2 (8 ounce) packages cream cheese, diced
2 cups sour cream
3 eggs
2 teaspoons vanilla extract
1/4 cup butter
1/4 cup packed brown sugar
1/4 cup white sugar
2 tablespoons water
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1/2 cup all-purpose flour
1 cup semisweet chocolate chips
2 teaspoons white sugar


DIRECTIONS:
Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C).

Mix the chocolate wafer cookie crumbs with 2 tablespoons of the white sugar, and the melted butter. Press firmly into the bottom and 1/2 inch up the sides of one 9 inch springform pan. Bake at 350 degrees F (175 degrees C) for about 8 minutes.

To Make Cookie Dough: In a bowl beat 1/4 cup butter or margarine with the brown sugar and 1/4 cup of the white sugar. Stir in the water and 1 teaspoon of the vanilla. Beat in the flour and the semisweet chocolate chips. Stir until combined.

To Make Cheesecake: In a food processor or with a mixer beat 1 cup of the white sugar, and all the cream cheese. Add 1 cup of the sour cream, the eggs, and 1 teaspoon of the vanilla. Mix well and pour into prepared crust.

Drop cookie dough in 2 tablespoon portions evenly over the top of the cake, pushing dough beneath the surface. Bake at 350 degrees F (175 degrees C) for about 40 minutes. Cake will jiggle slightly in center. Spread topping over hot cake. Let cake cool than chill in a refrigerator until cold, at least 4 hours.

To Make Topping: Mix the remaining 1 cup sour cream, 1 teaspoon vanilla, and the 2 teaspoons white sugar until smooth. Spread over hot cake.

from http://cake.allrecipes.com/az/ChcltChpCkDghChsck.asp (incase they try to sue me!)

here i am

back in cov agen, my very nice uncle gave me a lift down. he seemed slightly concerned wen i sed i dnt hav a clue wer ill b livin from september onwards, well actually i kno itll b somwer in coventry (hopefully) got loadsa time yet...

my housmates were suprised to see my waistlong braids replaced with short straight layers, though this surprised reaction seemed more positive then wen i came home with the braids heheheee
maaaaaaaan, the hols jus flew by, the box of books i took home to read was a waste, baught it back untouched! i didnt even get round 2 strtin my business plan, or learnin the work 2 do the maths cwrk or readin tht french book i was spose to read. i did however start watchin lost, its quite interesting, mysterious and sawyers quite nice 2 hehehee, i really wudnt mind bein lost on a tropical island somwer right now...