a moment of clarity

in the midst of all the cwrk tht ive had in past few months i neva really thort abt much else but lately since i been at home i thort abt y i chose engineering and i suddenly remberd y... 2 be unique, i rember my dad tellin me tht ther rnt many women in engineering and certainly not asian women so i thort.. heres an oppertunity 2 b different, now i think i may b mor suited to consultancy so am lookin into tht.

not really anything intresting to blog abt... found out my brother broke his nose wen he was 2 or 3 at nursery but didnt kno it was broken til now, dr sed may need surgery 2 fix it, my mum and sister wr so worried, but i told him strainght, aint no surgery gonna fix tht face... not much else hapnin...went 2 c kulsys (one of my frends from 6 form) baby other day... oh and if yor readin, raisa, zak and sami, i am plannin 2 c u all som tym in the near future...

aren't kidz cute

my dad was in cov on business 2day so had dinner with my dad in cov which was nice, id almost 4gotten wot my dad lookd like, we discussed what my future plans were agen (the conversation where i tell him i dnt hav any plans, i jus wanna travel the world) and he said the group we went to EBC (everest base camp) with was doin a trip to the inca trail in october 2008, which wud b awesom but cnt b plannin tht far ahed jus yet...

wot else... went 2 leicester this weekend 2 saarans sisters house, her lil nephews so cute, hes 7 years old and hes got a lil money box where he's savin the pennies to marry his sweetheart with and buy their mansion, how cute is tht! so i thought abt my lil nephew, he's abt 1 and half yrs old now and i phoned him, i said "hello hamza, how r u 2day? which cars did u play with? did u watch big cook little cook?"
to which he replied "fuck"

all nighter

as i havent slept in ova 26 hours (thts a long tym 4 som1 like me who needs abt 10 hours of sleep to be able to function properly the nxt day) i thort it wud be an interesting time to blog as i am quite liable to talk about anything rangin from my burning desire to be able to spin a pen round my thumb like the chinese do oh so easily to my struggling battle with a drug addiction... jus kiddin, but not abt the pen thing, i really wanna b able to do tht....

u kno wot i noticed abt mself... i tend not to avoid problems, if i c problems ahed or if i kno the predicament ill land mself in by not doin somthin then i dnt avoid it, i jus dive right in... take this cwrk for example, i jus cud not b bothrd 2 do it, all nyt i was jus messin round, tryn to make mself care, every1 els was workin so hard on it, and i knew wot i had 2 do, i jus didnt care enough 2 actually do it, so i waited to really close to the dedline hopin time wud put pressure but it didnt, so i jus handed it in incomplete... hahahaa a lab report without any results or graphs! i didnt even put the things he told us to put in the report and i kno, i kno ill get a rediculously low mark 4 it...oh well... thts jus one example but i do tht a lot and i dnt really kno y... i think i need to be more afraid of the consequences... wow this is an "interesting" entry hahaha ill read it agen nxt tym and think wtf?!

and i really dnt kno y but thers this boy on my course keeps callin me "sanjeeta" "hey sanjeeta, hows your cwrk goin?" "what's up sanjeeta?" i really shud tell him, the name your tryn to say is pronounced san-Gita.. GIta.