its a long road up ahead girl

i miss being at home, its a lot less satisfyin stealin chocolates form yor own room. and i heard my nephews jus got his first tooth, i wish i cud jus fast forward my life 7 weeks ahed, past all this revision and exams... i wanna watch ice age 2, and x men 3 (think they got gambit in this one ;-)) and pirates of the caribbean with the twins, i miss tauntin them, its so much fun playin with my little brother (whos actually taller than me!), like wen he's stayn up late on his own to watch tv, id sneak d/stairs and "haunt" him by slowly pushin the door open or flippin the light switches, its soooooo funny, he scares soo easily and its jus sooo funny...words can not describe...
and hes stopped tellin my big brother who he likes, so now i got no way of findin out, my lil sisters still into the whole loyalty thing, they think ill go tellin evry1 and tease him about it which, 2 b fair is quite true hehhehee... ahh younger siblings, ther so much fun!

"mon cherie"

wow im not the only 1 who find gambit sooo incredibly sexy!!!

things i dont like

MIXING MEATS!!

things i like

white chocolate

belgian chocolates

moist choclate cake (i dnt mean moist coz its been out in the sun 2 long like in nepal but moist as in rich)

fresh almond criossants

cheesecake

creme brulee

fox's viennese buiscuits

ice cream

honey

good cup of mocha

spring has sprung, grass is green, i wonder wer the flowers been...or somthin like tht

2day i have been called...

fat by sena
sabong (yeh ther even swearin at me in a foreign lingo now!) by wani
rasist by iffah
and irresponsible by fizah

me thinks i shud go 2 sleep now b4 this list grows nemore 2day...

frustrated, exhausted and depressed

im soo totally gonna fail this year, i got my french oral where i gotta prepare a 10min argument for/against som ethical issue for which i currently dnt hav an opinion for 4 my test on 2nd may, theres tht book am spose to hav red and understood by tues and answered som qs about, french mock, tech sci lab report, the design project which is worth like almost 50% of the module for which im gonna get 0 coz of group issues which i cant afford to get coz i need a 2.1 to carry on on the Meng and if i fail (which seems extremely likely coz of this design project) then i gotta take a year out and resit the exams next summer and theres nothin i can do about it now and theres all that revision i gotta do, 6 or 7 exams each require goin thru like 50 lengthly lectures and all this to do in the next 6 weeks b4 the exams start... im totally screwed. Ssssooooooooooooo mr prince charming, ryt about now wud b a good time to come rescue me...

GOLDEN NUGGETS!!! breakfast cereal

YESSSS MY GOLDEN NUGGETS HAS FINALLY ARRIVED!!!!!!!!!!!!

back agen

bak 2 cov agen, came bak yestrday, i somehow came bak wit mor stuff then i took, dunno how tht happend, i didnt even go shopping! altho me and raisa did go 2 leeds 4 coffee and 2 try on dresses wed neva buy hehehehe thts always fun, spent all of yestrday unpacking and organisin my stuff- amazin the things u do 2 avoid workin to yor dedlines, i even tried a bit of fengshui and decided raw seafood wasnt 4 me...hehehe kiddin... i almost broke the bookshelf doin it, sure hope the landlord doesnt try movin it agen... :-s

3 words 4 u, "sucks to be...addin a 4th- YOU"

i was watchin scrubs 2day and i suddenly saw myslef in elliot, she was in a situation like i was a bit ago and she handled it jus like i did.... i always try not to tlk much wen i tlk 2 ppl i dnt kno very well but evry once in a wyl, i jus do all the tlkin and tlk a loada crap (like i do on my blog), leavin the person am tlkin 2 thinkin "wot the...." oh the embarassment *cringe*

don't worry, be happy

u kno my sister jus pointd out tht after i tlk i always nod my head and go "tsgood" (its good), i neva realised i did that, ne1 else notice i do that? think i do a lot of things without realisin, i kno i sometimes act out my day dreams which i dnt realise till som1 asks "r u ok??" i gotta try stop doin tht!

oh so much work 2 do... no motivation 2 do it, easter hols goin so fast, im goin bak next week. wish i strtd this lab report 2 months ago wen i knew i had 2 do it, now i got it 2 do and everything else... if i cud jus go bak 2 months, then id.... most probly do nothing different and leave it till now neways hheheeehe.....ah the wonderful world of pneumatics about which i kno nothing ...

thers a few good movies cmin out soon like pirates of the caribbean, ice age 2 alredy out, x-men 3 yes i kno i hate sci fi but xmen was a cartoon i used to watch wen i was little bcoz my big brother did (-u kno how younger siblings copy older ones) and i herd ther makin rocky 6! thts gonna suck so bad, rocky 5 was bad enough, ppl say it was only good up2 part 3 but i personally think they wer good up2 part 4, i liked 4 "thers no easy way out, thers no shortcut home........tutu tututt tutut......"

regrets

one thing i hate is to have regrets... which makes me do things tht i end up regrettin neways....

a u-turn?

i dnt think i wanna b an engineer nemore...in fact i dnt think i eva really wantd 2 b 1, i kno nothing about the subject or hav no interest in it or nething and i kno suprisingly little about cars n stuff...think i chose it bcause i heard somwer along tht u cud earn lots of money and travel a lot coz they got engineerin plants everywer or somthin but i think ud hav 2 b a good engineer 4 tht! i really shudda thort it thru....its soo dam boring. i think id rather b an interior designer. maybe i shud change from 4 year to 3 year... i shud make my mind up a bit soonish...