househuntin

jus been househuntin agen but 2 no avail... only saw like 2 outa the 7 i wanted 2 c and even then 1 of them turned out 2 b a house id alredy been 2 c b4, didnt realise till i saw one of the tenants so yeh tht was kinda embarassin but it wasn't a total loss- i found out who stole our bin! been missin for like nearly a month

do u know the muffin man?

yes that's right am feelin fat again so let me confess my sinful eatin...

i went out with frends on friday with the best of intentions, and one thing led to another and me and shazia ended up runnin round campus at 2am then we went 2 tescos or shud i say danced there hehehe and we bort: a whole cheesecake, B&J cookie dough ice cream!, nachos & dip, cake slices and am sure ive for gotted some things... and it wylst watchin the incredibles! such a cute movy i love animated movies like tht, i sooo wanna watch chicken little! apparently JD from scrubs does his voice, so yeh we ended up sleepin at 6.30am hehehee and for brekfast we had mini muffins and milk wylst watchin shrek then i came home and in the evenin, me, iffah and wani had a takeout, i had a chicken burger with cheese which wasn't tht good- not worth the calories but 2days a different day....healthier!!

shabbir ally vs peter atkins

thats a debate i went 2 on thursday, think its the first debate i eva been 2 actually! im not usually in2 talks and debates and stuff but they're 2 very renowned speakers and were debating the q "does god exist?" i was quite disappointed actually, i didn't find it satisfying and peter atkins obvious pride was 2 much, he didnt seem 2 hav studied islam at all, not 2 any gr8 depth neways and he was 2 dismissiv, wen it came 2 the crunch, all he sed was "science hasn't yet found an answer" which was a disappointin response and i didnt like the way he kept avoidin his task like tht with things like "why should i prove ther isnt a god, u not proving there is one is proof enough" that's jus twistin it around and reflectin the light from yorself, i expected better of him, a supposedly very strong academic and i also thort shabbir ally shud have posed the q based on the miracles of the quraan, the more obvious miracles.

the reason i went 2 the debate was 2 hear the rsponse of such a strong athiest, who's soo "practical" and beleevs miracles hav neva happend 2 answer this about the quraan...

"the quraan talks about modern discoveries such as the fact that it is impossible for 2 people even identicle twins to have the same fingerprints (discoverd only last century), about the moon, earth and sun being in orbit, about oceanic density- the 2 seas that meet but never mix, about the precise development of a featus in the mothers womb, and many more scientific facts like this (cloud and rain, etc). how could an illiterate man living 1400 years ago in the middle of the arabian desert possibly know all this if it wasn't a devine revelation from the almighty?"

i really wanted 2 hear peter atkins response 2 that and was disappointed that he wasn't confronted with that q and with his answer's to some of the q like when a boy from the floor askd him about blood clotting, from wot i cud hear he askd, how cud it be that blood clotting in humans occurs impossibly fast because there's soo many chemicals in the body, how can they be constantly in balance when clotting is required?" peter atkins response was that if all the componants needed for the clotting's are already present...yes but sooo many chemicals, how can they be in constant balanced, "released" inthe right amount at the right time.... because of human nature, nature and evolution ensures that it's done correctly. to me that sounded like he replaced god with the word nature nature. to me this promptd the q, so what drives evolution? is it a random accident? if the "1st draft" is bad and the 2nd draft is an improvement is it jus randomly better? what's the intelligence that drives nature, it can't be chance that the future versions are just randomly better. it was disappointing that peter atkins wasn't confronted with such things.

wednesday

soooo sooo cold 2day, i got home and decided it was 2 cold 2 go out agen, we hung out in my housemates room where the convo startd off quite intelligent but then we ended up tlkin a loada crap hehehehee meeooooowww ;-)

and then i was spose 2 call sena 2 go househuntin and 2 the post msia nyt thing but soo cold so i didnt bothr and i fell asleep for a few hours...... then i decided i wantd 2 bake a cake oooooooooo speakin of which, it shud be done ryt about now.........

a couple more lb's...

the whole healthy eatin thing is sooooo not goin 2 plan, the other day i bumpd in2 hauwa and shazia and we went 2 cov and 2 hauwa's place wer we cilled all evenin and consumed an entire large tub of choc mousse we bort form M&S it was sooo gooood, wyt choc and browny pieces with a rich choc sauce....... then we stayed there the night and in the mornin hauwa made pancakes, layers of whipped cream and maple syrup with fresh raspberries on top (otherwise it wudda been unhealthy) hehehe yeh so yor gonna b hearin mor of me cmplainin abt getin fat!

so wot else.......... went on a plutonic date 2day and watched the LAMEst movy eva! i didnt wanna watch it but it was the only movy on and i had ice cream which i havent had in a long time and 2morro am goin 2 cadbury world!!!

withdrawal symptoms

ohhh how i miss dikir barat practices...

"coz baby ther aint no mountain high enough! wooo!
aint no valley low enough...
aint no river, wide enough...
2 keep me from gettin 2 u..."

and of course my favorite ewa buleh "ala ewaaaaa.."

so msia night went well shame the dikir barat was ova in a flash, made a few mistakes but no1 noticed ;-) was sooo hungry after so we ordred a couple of pizzas and chilled yeh i kno im gonna get soo fat, i think i put on like 2" around my waiste already, so easy 2 gain so hard 2 lose- moment on the lips, 4eva on the hips! where hav i heard tht?

u kno i got bak straight after my lecture 2day abt 5.45 and now its like nearly 10.30 and i hav no idea wot i did in that time, think a combination of watchin old episodes of frends, tlkin 2 frends, and of cors corry st and eastenders which seems 2 b getin soo boring now cnt beleev i sat thru an hour of tht!
oh maaaaaaaan y cnt i make myself do all tht work am spose 2 do (thank goodness i dnt liv at home, my dad wud send me on a few guilt trips)....... or maybe i need tht 2 do work, yeh its quite worryn thinkin abt all the work i haven't don this year, i can't recall a single lecture wer i acually payed attention/ listend 2 the stuff bein said, apart from a couple of the french lectures so yeh i got quite a few things 2 cover...everything actually and i got tht french cwrk 2 do... and i cant hide behind msia nightt practices nemore oh noooooo :'(

nothing like the smell of a burnt croissant in the morning...

the dance is finally growin on me, jus hope i dnt make any mistakes 2morro night/2night and i dnt get nervous or that my batik (like a sarong) dont slip off! u kno im gonna miss dikir practices, as tiring as they were, they wer also fun. now its time 2 face up2 the fact that im a 2nd year engineerin undergrad tht dont kno nething abt engineerin... :-s

shudn't it all b comin 2gether by now?

i went home this weekend 2 c my grandma who's in hospital, so glad i went i think she felt happy 2 c me... kinda funny how my grandma always calls me/refers 2 me as "pori" (girl), like if she's wonderin where i am "where's the girl gone?" or if she's askin me wot im doin "wot u doin, girl?" guess it's actually bit offensive but i dnt mind bless her :-)

so i weighed myself and i've lost like 3lb altho a couple slices of cheesecake, almond croissants and a late nyt take out myt say different hehee........ man i been up since 7 2day, had 2 catch train bak this mornin, saw some teenagers gettin hi on my travels, they askd me 2 change a pound, so i exchanged a pound and gave a lil extra and they gave me a few joints and i got skkyyyy hyyyy an i cud flyyyyyyy hehheehahahaa..... jus jokin... i wud neva get hi at a bus stop! (joke!!) oh and also im finaly up2 date with the french novel, red up2 wer i was spose 2!!! (Cud this b a new beginning 4 me?) didnt understand half of it but at least i read it!!

also had dance and dikir practices till 11pm, i seem 2 miss the dance practice no matter how erly i go, cant even do it properly bcoz i dnt like the dance, i feel really stupid doin it but i kno i gotta suk it up, my parts v small neways, gotta perfect it b4 satrday and i need 2 find a plain baju kurong (traditional malay dress) hope 1 of my housmates has 1.....